I don’t understand why you let her do this to you, she left you. She left you and then she left the state. I know you love her and miss her and that you’ve spent so much time alone. But why can’t you listen to me, you shouldn’t have to settle for someone who doesn’t feel the same way you do. You love her so much, you are the sweetest boy. If only you could feel that way for me. I’m right in front of your face, I know i’m younger but we get along so well and we are so alike. You are such a beautiful boy and you could have any girl you want, and your genuine lack of self confidence and social awkwardness makes you all the more endearing and charming. You are like a little boy trapped in a 22 year old’s body. I barely know you, and this is probably just a school girl crush, but I don’t care. All I know is that in this moment it doesn’t feel like just a school girl crush. It feels like so much more. But whatever, i’ll continue to listen to you tell me how hurt you are in hopes that maybe one day you’ll notice me.